Seriously.

As I sit here in Health class, having finished the assignment with nothing to do, I decide to write to you "faithful" blog readers. The HHS technology department recently discovered that the previously blocked websites, MySpace and Facebook, were no longer blocked on the school computers, they recently fixed that bug. And that leaves me nothing to do, and I am ashamed to have anything to do with either of those websites. I was just pondering how I used to be, even last year. I read old e-mails, blog posts, and recall past conversations, and shudder. Paranoid. A perfect word to describe me. I must admit, I am still paranoid, but not to the extent that I was previously.


At least sanity is a slow growing quality within me. I really don't like being paranoid. It literally makes me want to puke.



I like life. And I like YOU.




p.s. I am in love with Italian food :]

I'm not dead.

Here's a video from our last meal at camp this year. Obviously I had some difficulty. The audio stinks, and thank you Jenn for the video.


Sorry for the lack of posting. I've been blogging on other websites (i.e. Myspace). And, yes, I am ashamed.

dress drama.

A good friend of mine referred to me an online clothing store where I could get a Prom Alternative dress, for she had gotten her previous two at the same website. I browsed around and found a dress that I immediately fell in love with. I asked my mom and she said we could order it, but you needed a credit card. Easy. Just ask the sister. The sister charged it and we gave her cash. The company called to ask questions. They were curious as to why the shipping address [me] was different than the billing address [sister]. We both explained and they put the order through. Nine days later... THE PACKAGE!!! Excitedly I run to the house, get out of my clothes as fast as I can, and put the dress on even faster. I unzipped it and tried to get in. It was a bit tight around the rear. I squeezed through and thought, It'll be the right size.. I tried zipping it up. No go. I asked my mom to zip it up. No go. Apparently there was a difference between the halves of the zipper by "at least an inch." I call the company, and they put one size bigger on hold for me that I will receive once my current dress is sent back. Just to be sure, I check my measurements online. They were exactly as the dress required. But, being the paranoid person that I am, I e-mailed them and asked what I should do. They changed the hold to a 9/10 [their sizes run small], because their formal dress sizes vary by only half an inch, so it should be perfect. But if it's not, I have two options..

1) Send it back AGAIN and get a different size or
2) Get it tailored


So what I'm really trying to say is...
Does anyone know how to tailor, if need be? Or know of a tailor that does good work for cheap?


Love you allllllll.
By the way, I have that situation worked out.
And it's for the better.
Plus I'm happier.


And Amber is my valentine.
[You can probably guess the result.]

=D

easy as 123.

A - Available or taken? Available, baby!!! w00t w00t.
B - Best friend(s)? My sister. And you.
C- Cake or pie? Pie or ice cream cake.
D - Drink of choice? Coffee.
E - Essential item you use every day? Toothbrush.
F - Favorite color? Black. Red. Grey. White.
G - Gummy bears or worms? Worms.
H - Hometown? Hibbing.
I - Indulgence? I'd rather not say. [thanks to Kran-Man for the definition]
J - January or February? February.
K - Kids and names? I had one named Duke. But he got depressed and killed himself.
L - Life is incomplete without? God, family, and friends.
M - Marriage date? April 25, 2015.
N - Number of siblings? Uno sisters.
O - Oranges or apples? Oranges.
P - Phobias or fears? Needles. Envelopes. Spiders.
Q - Favorite quote? If music be the food of love, play on.
R - Reason to smile? Because there's more to life than being really, really good looking.
S - Season? Late spring.
T - Tag three or four people. Natalie. Jennie. Kranny.
U - Unknown fact about me? I bet you never could've guessed this one... I love Lost!
V - Vegetable you don't like? Beets.
W - Worst habit? Not thinking before speaking.
X - X-rays? Head. Teeth. I think that's it.
Y - Your favorite food? I love pasta and breadsticks. And salad. OLIVE GARDEN!!!!!

Word of the day = IDIOT



















p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to some pretty nice looking men.

confusion.

Sometimes there are things in life that you would just prefer to not live or, if lived already, delete out of your memory. I can think of many times that are in that category, and some that are yet to come. One which I will not list, and the other eight billion have to do with English class.


I have done some stupid things, and I am in the middle of doing something stupid as of late. And I ask myself Why do things that aren't healthy [no, I'm not doing drugs] just to satisfy my own feelings? I know what God wants me to do... Why won't I listen?
And I keep asking myself that. Why won't I listen? It's not exactly UNHEALTHY. It could, perhaps, make me a bit wiser. But there's one more thing. People that I know now and one future person could possibly be effected by this stupidity of mine. Most of you probably know what I'm talking about now. There are some personal things relating to this, but I will not elaborate here. So, I guess what I'm trying to say is, pray for me. Pray for me alot. And if I'm OBVIOUSLY doing something stupid, SMACK ME!!!




Thanks.

007.

Welcome to 2007!
To celebrate the new year and the new version of Blogger, I have created this blog.
However, I will not be deleting the other for I like it too much.

Thanks for stopping.




An update coming soon.